It has been close enough to two months since I last posted (oops). My lack of posting hasn’t been related to a lack of crocheting or knitting, in fact, completely the opposite! I have been knitting so much lately that I haven’t had any time to blog (that and university has started back so I’m into the swing of the academic thing of things).
I have been knitting up a storm! To be honest, I don’t think I have picked up a crochet hook since around the last time I blogged on here; this knitting thing, it is addictive!
It isn’t just addictive though, it has also proven to be a big internal struggle and challenge for me. When I f*ck up it is a battle between ‘do I just put this down and pretend it never happened‘ or ‘do I keep on at it and not let it get the better of me‘? Once upon a time the answer would have been to get rid of it and move onto something new, but that’s the old Emma – or at least I like to think it is.
Looking back, giving up so easily might have had something to do with my anxiety. If I didn’t try, I couldn’t fail, right? Stupid thinking really, because not trying is like instant failure, or at least that is how I see it now, anyway. My anxiety disorder seems to be nicely under control at the moment and I am finding that has given me more confidence in most areas of my life, but particularly my study.
I haven’t stressed once over assignments, I’ve just gone ahead and done them (76% in my first 300 level assignment, thank you very much!)… I’m also doing this odd thing called planning. I’m not sure if you’ve heard about it, but from the age of 5-ish you are told to ‘plan ahead’ for your school/uni/etc work. After…. god, 26? years of schooling I have finally realised that planning is where it’s at. Maybe I should make more people aware of this magical idea?
Anyway, before I leave you all to go and do some of that planning stuff I spoke about, I thought I’d leave some photos of my latest projects!
In case any of you are interested in the patterns for the above items, here you go!