I started my second degree this year, a BA majoring in Classics and minoring in French. This semester I am taking French, Latin, Identity and Belonging, and Greek History; it is odd to be doing non-business related papers, like I have been doing for the past three years (a B.Communication is essentially full of business papers), but I love it.
Something else that is different, and that I’m quite proud of? Right now I’m on my mid-semester break (2 weeks) and for the first time in my time as a Massey student, I am up to date… this year I can actually use the mid-semester break for revising and relaxing! It’s quite an amazing feeling really, not feeling like I’m playing catch up, or that I’m falling more behind with each day.
I don’t feel as if I’m progressing enough with French or Latin, but rather than freaking about it, I am doing something about it. Revising. That thing I always promise myself I’ll do, but up until now, have not.
I think my depression is a bit better than it has been because I am now in a daily routine with studying etc, no more sitting around wasting time and thinking about what I should be doing… It’s taken years, but hopefully it’s a permanent change!